Saturday, February 7, 2009

There's always another day....

I made it till about 5pm and then i could no longer take it and ended up getting some take-out (and boy did my stomach punish me afterward, if anything i have learned to never eat processed or junk food after fasting for a day)....
I was on my way to go babysit and the hunger came on so strong that i just gave in to my desire and grabbed a snack. I feel bad but there is always tomorrow, at least i have a preview of what to expect. I just need to get through the first 1-3 days and i will be fine inshaAllah... I just finished my laxative tea, and i think the tea is what made me feel nauseous yesterday because all of a sudden i feel really sick....
Ugh i am already thinking about the SWF that i am taking tomorrow..... I just have to think positive and focus on the benefits of the fast and think mind over matter. This will be a test of willpower and determination... I will not let food control my life.....

1 comment:

Desert-Veil said...

Ohh SIS! I got your text message last night! I was so pulling for you too that's why I called. Well, Insha'Allah it get better next time ;o) Then you can help me try mine! YES MIND OVER MATTER as they teach us, we can overcome just about anything with a strong will. We just have to work on developing it :o) Take care sis!